I have been talking to my ex-boyfriend’s mom for the last hour.

She’s great. I miss going over and talking to her in person. It’s so weird to think that it’s been over two years since I lived in Klamath. Oh man, where did time go? So much has happened, and I haven’t improved myself at all. Well, I guess I learned a lot of lessons. Actually, now that I think about it, I’ve been through things that some people will NEVER go through. Drug addiction is the worst thing ever. I never thought I’d be that person. I thought I was invincible. Looking back, everyone I was close to knew EXACTLY what was going on. It’s so disgusting to think about the things I was doing. I try to talk about it now, in hopes that the people I talk to will learn from me and never go through that. I don’t know if I’m completely comfortable with it yet. It’s somewhat unbelievable to me.

That’s not who I am, or who I want to be.